Continuing from the last time, there was an accident in the bell tower, and the blood of four people, including myself, was splattered all over me. Ji Bing carried me down the mountain. After about forty minutes, I was half dead. The last thing I remembered was that we were not far from Haisong Mansion. Uncle Shao and others had already brought people to wait outside, and then Ji Bing used up his last bit of strength to push me over.

Uncle Shao's words trembled with fear: "Why do you attack everyone?"

Lan Lan and the others rushed over at once, blocking out the light in front of my eyes: "Sister! Sister, you...Uncle Ji! You really did it!"

I was transferred to Lanlan's arms, and several people carefully carried me to the stretcher. Rong Yu heard the sound and hurried out to prepare for the operation. At the same time, Uncle Shao couldn't stop Ji Bing from grabbing his collar: "Shishi, what happened? What happened! Where's Chengcheng? Where's Qingyun?"

"Qingyun is dead, Chengcheng is injured halfway up the mountain, you guys go and rescue them, they don't have any serious injuries but they were frightened and had a bumpy ride, the rest should be dead, dead..." Ji Bing was out of breath.

Uncle Shao turned to look at me, his eyes red with anger: "If anything happens to her, I will never forgive you!"

"This is not me and Hui Xin! I've already gone down the mountain!" Ji Bing wanted to punch him to wake him up, but luckily he managed to hold back and pushed Uncle Shao back hard: "Don't just stand there! Chu Lan, Xuan Ze, go back to the house and take half of the people to block the operating room. No one is allowed to enter until Shi Shi wakes up! Ting Lin, take a small team up the mountain to find Cheng Cheng. After you find him, put him together with Shi Shi. And Shu Chen, don't let outsiders see him! Shao Qin, You Yijie, come with me and block off the perimeter of the courtyard where Shi Shi lives. We're going to meet a guest soon."

Youyou was skeptical: "What guests?"

Ji Bing took a deep breath: "Fu Mingying is still alive."

That’s all I heard. I couldn’t see clearly what everyone else’s reactions were. When I closed my eyes, there was only a hazy darkness in front of me. In my deep sleep, I could feel that my stomach was cut open. I had been given anesthesia, so the wound didn’t hurt, but it was heartbreaking.

I never thought that this would be the result. I made full preparations and tried my best, but in the end, it was Lao Fu again who harmed my brother, Cheng Cheng, and even An An and myself.

Did he really hate his second uncle so much? He hated him so much that he didn't consider my situation at all and sent Hui Xin to destroy my last hope without asking any questions. Or, he knew my situation but thought that all of it could be sacrificed? Could this be the kindness of a parent?

My body and hair are given by my parents. Since he gave birth to me, I have to be his pawn willingly and be used by him. Chengcheng and I are both victims. Even our children have to obey us from generation to generation. We will give our lives without knowing why we die - oh, give our life, give our life, I'm back, where's Chengcheng?

I could not imagine how he had to endure the lonely time of being abandoned in the mountains and bleeding to death. If he had remained unconscious, it would have been fine. If he had woken up, he would have to go through such indescribable pain for the third time. In his first life, he was forced by Old Master to commit suicide by cutting his wrists. In his second life, it was the same. Why did I provoke him with words and make him cut his wrists in the closet? It was the same for the third time. I abandoned him for my son. I left him alone in the mountains...

I said that we are the only ones who depend on each other in this world. No matter who loves him or hates him, I will not leave him. I said it well...

I don't know how long it had been when I woke up again. Fortunately, when I opened my eyes, there was a baby sleeping soundly next to me. I knew at a glance that An An was really back. I just propped myself up and sat up to hold him in my arms to take a good look at him. Then I moved my eyes and saw Cheng Cheng receiving an IV. The wound on his face had been cleaned and applied with medicine. He must have survived, at most he was still unconscious. I couldn't say a word to him. Finally, my brother who was kneeling on the ground heard my movement, turned his head to glance at me with tears in his eyes, and then turned away.

I looked where his eyes were, and on the ground was Brother Qingyun's cleaned-up body.

The bullet hole on his neck is still there, probably because it was bleeding originally. Now there is some white powder on it. Is it to make him look better when I see him?

I put the sleeping An An back into the cradle and forced myself to get off the bed. I fell down the first time, but after taking some painkillers from the cabinet, I felt much better. Uncle Shao came in at this time and helped me rest by the bed. I couldn't help but complain at the time:

"As soon as Ji Bing brought you back, there was a commotion in the mountain. I only heard him say that the master was still alive and that all this was planned by him and Hou Wenbin. I didn't dare to believe it, but I had to. After all, he couldn't surround the entire mountain by himself. Even Mr. Rodriguze was helpless. I had no choice but to take action first and drag Chengcheng back. About two hours later, Hou Wenbin really came back with people. I didn't know what to do, so Ji Bing told me to leave you, Chengcheng, Shuchen and the child in the room and wait until you woke up before making a decision. So now..."

"Old Fu is waiting for me outside now, right? What does he want?" I took a deep breath and turned back to stare at Uncle Shao.

Uncle Shao was still in the dark and shook his head. "I don't know. I can only guard against them. Master, he thought you were just angry, so he stayed out in the hot sun, saying he was begging for your forgiveness. I heard from Hou Wenbin on the mountain that he had blocked Fu Mingtang and Qi Cheng, but they didn't do anything! They just forced them all the way back to the bell tower and stood on the top, doing nothing. Fu Mingtang and Qi Cheng were almost going crazy, and they kept threatening Xiao Feng, but those people just watched, just watched, without saying a word..."

I felt sour and tears kept falling: "Why did he come back at this time! I have made so many preparations and thought of so many ways, but why can't I escape from him! Shu Yi is dead, my uncle is dead, and Brother Qingyun is dead. Why should he sacrifice Zhizhi again? In his eyes, life is not life... I can't stand it, I can't stand it..."

"Hey, Shishi, don't cry, don't cry. You just gave birth to a baby. If you cry now, it will affect the recovery of your uterus and your blood pressure, which is not good for your health..." Uncle Shao was at a loss, and this almost made the old man burst into tears.

I had to vent my feelings just by crying a few times. I knew why Old Fu didn't deal with my second uncle. There was such a huge difference in fighting power. It was simply because my second uncle still had a trump card in his hand, so he had to give him the most fatal blow to force the trump card out.

He needed me, so he made this self-touching apology and forced me to go out. Of course, he would not allow me to drag it on, otherwise my second uncle would be desperate and things would become difficult. I wiped away my tears and looked out the window. It was almost sunset and I would soon reach the bottom line. I really didn't have time to cry.

So I thought about the coping strategy for a while, then I propped myself up and stood up, walked to Brother Qingyun's body and knelt down beside my brother, gently stroked his wounds with my fingers, and held my brother for the last time.

"Shishi, just go away." He was filled with despair and vague resentment, and lowered his head: "Don't worry about me..."

But I was no longer the same as before. I knew I had no chance of escape. I forcefully turned my brother over and hugged him, pressing my forehead against his. I was afraid that this would be the last time in my life. I didn't dare to indulge in it for too long. It was enough for me to remember his warmth. Then I pushed him away, took off his coat, wiped away my tears, and put on a mask.

"Uncle Shao, do me a favor, are Rong Yu and the others still here? Call them over quickly and ask if anyone has prepared an extra white coat. Bring one over and let my brother go over and take him away. Let's go quickly." I pushed my brother to the door.

He panicked and grabbed my arms instead: "What are you going to do?"

"I'm fine. Your ability to leave is the best medicine to save me. I will find a way to release my sister-in-law and the others. You and Rong Yu will go to the Lu Family Hospital, and someone will pick you up when the time comes!"

"but I……"

"Brother! You have three children, they can't live without a father. You haven't met Zhou Xing yet, right? He is a very cute boy, you must meet him."

My brother wanted to say something, but Uncle Shao had already pushed him out the door. He was still mumbling something, but I couldn't hear it clearly. After doing these things, I walked over to Chengcheng and Anan, and gently touched their two young faces with my fingertips. The next second, a fishy-sweet taste came up, and I held onto the bed and vomited a large pool of blood.

I know I can't do it.

Lu Zeyun had said long ago that my body could only support me to give birth to a child safely, and that I couldn't miss a meal. But this father who claimed to be good at protecting me came and put so many corpses in front of me, with some even hanging on the edge of a cliff. Maybe I could see them today, but they would be gone tomorrow.

I must save my brother and Zhizhi. I also know that Lao Fu is watching over me. He will agree to some of my conditions at his discretion. He has some feelings for me. So, how can I use my life, which is about to end, to gain the last benefit for them?

I looked at Cheng Cheng and An An, and I couldn't bear to close my eyes even though they were dry, because I knew that every time I looked at them, it would be one less time to see them. I felt especially sorry for Cheng Cheng, because it was all my fault that he became like this.

It was not until Uncle Shao came back and told me that everything was arranged that I hurriedly sent a message to Gao Xinci and Chen Yining asking them to help. I should go out and see what kind of gift Old Fu would give me in order to "beg" for my forgiveness.

He still kept his distance, sitting in the middle of the compound, not allowing anyone to fan him or hold an umbrella over him. A few hours passed, and even though the hottest sun had passed, he was still drowsy from the sun. He didn't look up until I left the house, and I smiled at him.

"Dad, long time no see."

He manually moved his wheelchair over and held my wrinkled hand: "Yeah, long time no see, Shishi, you've grown up."

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I'm sorry, dears. I've been writing even less recently. Besides being a bit busy, there's also something very important that I really don't have any ideas for!!! I feel like I can't write that kind of violent feeling. It's a bit lame, you know what I mean. I feel like my writing is really lacking, and I'm trying to improve it. I've really tried my best. If it's not satisfactory, I'm really sorry. It's really hard——