The author is giving birth these days. It's not that she doesn't want to update, but that she is unable to do so. She has published all the manuscripts she had saved before. Her belly is too big and she is having a hard time carrying a baby, so she can't save any manuscripts for later.

My whole body was swollen, I couldn't sit or sleep well, I couldn't stand, in short, there was no comfortable posture.

Although the baby was born naturally, I had an episiotomy and a tear. Most importantly, I didn't have an epidural. After a day of pain and not eating for a day, I was pushed into the delivery room.

The doctor was already prepared to use forceps, which can easily injure the fetus.

The doctor stood next to me and said, let’s try one last time, and if the baby can’t be born again, we’ll use forceps.

The author is nearsighted and can't see anything clearly. She was almost numb from the pain and her legs were shaking like sieves. She only heard the last time that the baby had no heartbeat. I really used up every last bit of my strength to give birth to the baby.

I lost 600 ml of blood, and the doctor said it was a heavy hemorrhage. Anyway, after giving birth, I had to do the uterine cleaning and so on. I was in so much pain that I couldn't even make a sound. This process was no different from dying once.

I never thought giving birth would be so painful. Those who dare to have a second child are simply heroes.

I finally understood the greatness and selflessness of maternal love.

The only consolation was that my husband was outside the delivery room the whole day, and I heard that he even cried.

Although he was clumsy in taking care of the children, he still took care of them all by himself. He had to take care of me, the older one, while taking care of the younger one. He barely slept more than two hours a day and looked visibly haggard.

After his mother and sister came, he went home to take a nap. The next morning, he came to the hospital early to continue taking care of me and the child.

He was basically there for four days in the hospital.

For the first time, I realized the importance of someone's family. It seems like there is someone who can always be your support and be responsible for your life.

I wrote so much just to share with you the joy and hardships of being a new mother. I hope that all mothers in the world can be happy and healthy.

The previous chapter adds about 2,000 words of content, which does not affect the overall content. If you are interested, you can go and read it.

You can also continue reading. Thank you for your tolerance and understanding. The author will continue to update and write, and I hope you will continue to support me.

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Now that Chen Jiao has a sewing machine, she is able to do it again and seems to have confidence in front of Su Yan.

Chen Jiao, who was five months pregnant, deliberately took a walk outside the Zhu family.

When she saw Zhu Zhen coming back from outside carrying a basket of wild vegetables, she thought to herself that the Zhu family's life was not as good as everyone imagined. They even had to go to the mountains to pick wild vegetables to eat. It seemed that they were just pretending to be rich.

Seeing Zhu Zhen about to go in, she had no intention of asking her to go in with her, so she quickly called out to her: "Zhu Zhen, is your sister-in-law home? I have something to ask her."

Zhu Zhen then looked at her and said, "You're already at the door, why didn't you knock? I thought you were just passing by."

Chen Jiao: "Haha, I just arrived too."

Zhu Zhen: "Let's go. My sister-in-law must be making clothes for Xiaobao or my eldest brother at this time."

Chen Jiao: "That's perfect. I came here to learn how to use a sewing machine from her."

The two walked in and talked.

Su Yan had heard their conversation. To be honest, it had been almost a year and she had never looked for Chen Jiao and Hu Yuwei. If they had any self-awareness, they would have understood her attitude.

Unfortunately, they don't reflect on themselves at all, can't see her changes, and even want to find a sense of superiority from her, and regard her as an object to surpass and compare with.

It seems that only by surpassing her and stepping on her will their lives have meaning.

Zhu Zhen's voice came from outside: "Sister-in-law, Chen Zhiqing said he wanted to learn how to use a sewing machine from you."

Then Chen Jiao's voice also rang out: "Su Yan, our Lin Dong also bought me a sewing machine, so I want to learn how to use it from you."

Su Yan said impatiently: "Let Zhu Zhen teach you. Anyway, I have already taught her. I don't have time to teach others now. I still have to make clothes for my Zhu Bin and Xiao Bao."

Chen Jiao didn't expect Su Yan to refuse so directly. She was not that kind of person before.

Zhu Zhen immediately said: "Then I will teach you when I am free, Chen Zhiqing. My sister-in-law is really busy, and Xiaobao is growing fast, so his clothes are too small for him."

Chen Jiao hummed somewhat unwillingly, not showing off the joy of owning a sewing machine at all, as if whatever she owned was nothing more than that in Su Yan's eyes.

She patted her belly and walked back home. She could only say to the baby in her belly: "Baby, if you are a boy, Mom will rely on you to win this time."

There is no one to compete with her at all, it is completely her imagination.

Later, Chen Jiao wanted whatever Zhu Bin bought for Su Yan, and relying on the baby in her belly, she made a big show of it.

But after she did it and got what she wanted, she didn't feel any joy psychologically, because Su Yan ignored her completely. Every time she went to find Su Yan, she could clearly feel her coldness.

There was even one time when she saw Su Yan and was about to say hello, but Su Yan just ignored her.

Chen Jiao: "Su Yan, didn't you see me? Didn't you hear me calling you?"

Su Yan looked at her in confusion, and then said something very cold and ruthless: "Chen Zhiqing, do you have something to talk to me about?"

Chen Jiao: "You call me Chen Zhiqing? We have such a good relationship, and you call me Chen Zhiqing?"

Su Yan: "I feel like you no longer consider me a friend after you married Lin Dong. Maybe women only have men after they get married, and don't need the friends they once were. I think you did the right thing, so I adapted very well. I didn't think about the fact that I helped you, and I didn't think that you might have a change of heart and repay me. As expected, I lived an extremely relaxed and comfortable life."

Chen Jiao: "I... didn't... I'm not..."

Su Yan interrupted directly: "We are not who we used to be. I don't expect you to remember the kindness I once showed you, nor do I expect you to repay me, but I don't want to continue to maintain a false friendship with you now."

Chen Jiao: "I didn't... I thought we were still the same as before."

Su Yan sneered: "Do you believe what you said? Don't think that others are fools. They just don't want to say some things. From now on, we are just educated youth comrades. There is no need to talk about friendship anymore."

After saying that, Su Yan left without even looking at Chen Jiao's ugly face.

Chen Jiao walked back, stroking her belly. Her son had not been born yet, and she had never made Su Yan look at her with envy. How could it turn out like this?

Chen Jiao was a little dazed along the way and didn't see a bicycle coming towards her.

The other party kept shouting at her to make way, but she was in a trance and ignored him completely.

"Ah, be careful!"

Chen Jiao was not hit, but she caused the other party to fall down the slope nearby. The other party just wanted to scold her, but she covered her stomach and said her stomach hurt.

The other party was so scared that he didn't dare to scold her, and just shouted: "Is there anyone here? Come quickly!"