Yu Yanyang wiped his face in pain.

When he took his hand away, he still smiled brightly and said, "Yueyue, let's stop making trouble. We finally have peace of mind, can't we just live a good life?"

"No," Gu Mingyue said coldly, "As soon as I close my eyes, I will see Zou Pan. Between us, it can't be like before."

"I know you feel bad, but her death is not my fault. You can't punish me."

Yu Yanyang couldn't bear it anymore and raised his voice.

He is so sad!

He knew that he would have to face this matter sooner or later.

But it was still very painful to hear these words from her.

He thought she would understand him, or at least not blame him.

It turns out I was overthinking it.

It turned out that he was not that important in her heart.

"Why didn't you show up? You said you would come to see me in the evening, why didn't you show up?"

Gu Mingyue asked in a deep tone.

Yu Yanyang didn't say anything.

Gu Mingyue snorted coldly and said, "Let me guess, it should be your father who tried to hold you back. Why did he hold you back? Because he knew long ago that those three families wanted to kill me. Although your father and son have a bad relationship, he didn't want you to die with me at the critical moment. That's why he held you back and didn't let you show up. Yu Yanyang, Zou Pan's death is not only the fault of those three families, your Yu family is also responsible. I not only hate them, but you as well. If you had told me in advance, she might not have died."

"Yueyue, I'm sorry, I'm sorry. It's all my fault. I was late. But please don't blame me, okay? I can give up everything for you. We have come this far. Let's not break up, okay?"

Yu Yanyang cried, held her hand, and covered his face with her palm.

Gu Mingyue felt the wetness in the palm of her hand.

She knew that these were his tears.

Perhaps in this life, she will never meet another man who loves her as much as Yu Yanyang.

In fact, she couldn't understand it.

Why can one person love another person so much?

Give everything, without reservation!

But then she thought of the girl who loved her the same way.

She didn't even know what she wanted to say to herself after calling her own name?

Will she blame her?

Blame her for getting her into trouble?

Blame her for causing her to lose her life?

No, she wouldn't blame her.

She loved her so much, how could she blame her?

But, precisely because of this, she will not forgive anyone who hurts her.

She ruthlessly pulled her hand out of his.

He continued in a deep and heartless voice: "Yu Yanyang, I admit that I was wrong. The thing I regret most is knowing you. If it weren't for your persuasion, Zou Pan and Jiang Qingyue would have gone abroad at the beginning. If it weren't for the person you arranged, Jiang Qingyue wouldn't have died. If you hadn't notified me in time, Zou Pan wouldn't have died. There is too much between us. I don't hate you, which is the greatest tolerance. How can I continue with you?"

"Gu Mingyue, you said such a thing? You actually said such a thing to me?"

Yu Yanyang's brain exploded.

My heart felt like it was pierced by thousands of tiny needles, and it was aching so much.

His chest was heaving violently, anger, pain, and chill, all these emotions mixed together and made his eyes red. He stood up slowly, looked at her in disappointment, and stepped back step by step.

No matter how much he loves her, he is only in his early twenties.

He had done so much for her, but now his lover denied everything and even used it as a reason to criticize him. How could he bear it?

"I am telling the truth."

Gu Mingyue raised her head and looked into his eyes, without a trace of warmth in them.

Yu Yanyang didn't dare to look her in the eye. He turned his head away and tears fell uncontrollably.

Every word she uttered was like a knife stabbing into his heart.

Moreover, it was still poking back and forth.

When my brain got hot, some words came out of my mouth uncontrollably.

"You're right. I regret meeting you, too. I shouldn't have gone to the library that fucking day, and I shouldn't have seen you. If I hadn't seen you that day, would none of this have happened? Wouldn't it... not hurt so much now?"

"Yeah, so we were wrong from the beginning."

Gu Mingyue said coldly.

"Okay, you want to break up, right? Let's break up. Gu Mingyue, you have someone to protect you now, you don't need me anymore, so you want to break up with me. Didn't you really like me from the beginning? That's right, with someone like you, who have you ever liked? The one you always like is yourself, you don't even know what love is, I deserve it, I fucking deserve it, for falling in love with a heartless person like you."

Gu Mingyue's breath choked, and her already pale face turned even more bloodless.

"Yueyue, I...I don't want to say this..."

Yu Yanyang spoke incoherently and regretted what he said.

How could he say such things to her in the heat of the moment?

"You're not wrong, get out."

Gu Mingyue closed her eyes and tried her best to suppress her tears.

Yu Yanyang stared at her blankly, his face looking as ugly as death.

He didn't know what should happen between them to get over those things?

He felt very uncomfortable, extremely uncomfortable.

It was as if the air had become thinner, making it hard for him to breathe.

Maybe leaving now is indeed the best option.

He was afraid that if he stayed any longer, they would not be able to help but say even more hurtful words to each other.

Turn around and leave.

In the corridor, I happened to meet Gu Shenjin.

Gu Shenjin was shocked when he saw his expression and asked quickly, "What's wrong with you?"

Yu Yanyang looked at him solemnly.

After a while, she smiled sadly: "She wants to break up with me because of Zou Pan's death. She said she hates me."

These words came out of his mouth as if every word was stained with blood.

Gu Shenjin actually didn’t quite understand their feelings, but he could feel his pain.

"Zou Pan has a good relationship with her, she just can't accept it. When she calms down, she will know how to face you."

He is not good at persuading others, so this is the only way I can persuade him.

Yu Yanyang said nothing, remained silent for a moment and then left.

Gu Shenjin sighed softly.

Keep going.

Although he couldn't understand their feelings, he could understand Gu Mingyue's sadness.

He was also very sad about Zou Pan's death.

Why did such a good girl die?

He didn't dare tell his mother, for fear that she wouldn't be able to bear it.

Open the door to the ward and go in.

Gu Mingyue has already laid down.

He covered his eyes with one hand, and the tears beneath his hand had wet his entire face.

Because of sadness, he let out a low whimper.

This voice sounds so mournful!

After Yu Yanyang got in the car, he did not leave the hospital immediately.

Instead, he sat in the car and smoked.

He didn't know how to smoke originally, but he learned it within this week.

Because I don’t know how else I can relieve the fear and sorrow in my heart!

Smoke one by one.

He smoked an unknown number of cigarettes before driving away.

Gu Shenjin was right.

He wanted to give her time to calm down. Now both of them were not calm, so they should wait until they calmed down before talking properly.