Continuing from last time, the current situation and the results of everyone’s discussion all point to the same direction for the future, which gave me a clear answer, but also made me breathless.

I have two brothers, and you want me to choose one to die?

Oh, it might be better, it's just an unknown probability of death.

But I'm really going crazy.

According to Fu Mingtang's previous style, he would not tolerate the possibility of any mistake, not to mention that this time it concerns his son's life, so the only one who goes to do business with him is me. So if the probability of death becomes 100%, I will have to watch my brother die in front of me?

In this short life, how many times will I have to experience my loved ones dying in front of me?

The first time was for my brother, the second time was for Yun Jin, the third time was for Zheng Linyang, the fourth time was for Aunt Lin, the fifth time was for Jiang Yinan, the sixth time was for Shu Yi, the seventh time was for my uncle, and the eighth time was for my brother?

Oh, actually, I should have taken care of Old Fu during this period. Although Old Fu didn’t die, I experienced a more painful life than his death.

I really can't take it anymore, not only emotionally, but also the physical pain that An An brings me. My belief in being a mother can only support me to give birth to him in peace and quiet. Now what?

Perhaps the ninth one is left to me, allowing me to feel the end of my life again, which is the most merciful thing.

I no longer had the heart to listen to other people's comments. The jokes that Lanlan and Youyou racked their brains to make me happy were meaningless. After chasing them out, I tried to sleep. I thought that if I fell asleep, I could at least rest for a while, but I had no choice. Everything that frightened me even entered my dreams, making me feel the pain in advance, making me look at the difficulties and obstacles ahead, and the rivers of blood. I looked at the eyes of a person who was unwilling to die, staring at him intently, as if questioning why I did this, why I was so cruel, why I was so determined, we are family, we grew up together...

But no matter how much I think about it, when it comes to losing a brother, there is only one answer in my mind, and even if I put myself in my second uncle's shoes, it would be this person.

When things were going well, they always talked about treating everyone equally, but when things got tough, they never even mentioned it. It turned out that Brother Qingyun was an orphan when he came to the Fu family, and he was an orphan all his life.

I seemed to feel better after waking up in the middle of the night. The tears in my dream also flowed all over my pillow in reality, but the dead person in the dream was still there. I don’t know when Brother Qingyun came. He actually left my brother and came back to take care of me. He lay beside the bed and fell asleep quietly. I sat up quietly. My original intention was not to disturb him, but just to take a good look at him. Unexpectedly, he slept so lightly that I was still woken up. He yawned, then immediately sat beside the bed and wiped my face as usual.

"Are you having a nightmare?" He smiled with difficulty: "Don't be afraid..."

I rushed over to him before he finished speaking, and snuggled into his arms to absorb the remaining warmth, as if it would disappear in the next second. At this moment, I really couldn't hide it. I threw aside the "introduction, development, turn and conclusion" and started with a farewell. But he also understood and even prepared words of forgiveness. He gently stroked my hair with his palms and kissed my temples. Then he smiled bitterly: "It's okay, take me with you. I know he doesn't want me, but if I go there, at least I can give him some psychological comfort... Well, Shuchen can't leave now, right? Let me make a transition and give him time to relax."

"But brother, I'm scared, I'm scared..." I broke free from his embrace and saw that he didn't show any signs of trembling in the darkness. He didn't care about his life at all. I had to plead from another direction: "If I take you with me and something goes wrong, my brother will hate me for the rest of his life. I don't want him to get better because the first thing he sees is your dead body..."

Brother Qingyun swallowed the anger buried in his chest. Although he was desperate, he still nodded firmly: "Shishi, you know if he dies, there is no meaning for me to live, so take me with you." He wiped away the tears on my face with his thumb: "I was not born for myself. I have no other concerns except him, but he can't. He still has a wife and children. What's more, if I really meet Ji Bing, I still have the ability to resist. You have seen how he is. This is the first time I see him so squeamish..."

Brother Qingyun laughed. At this time and in this situation, he laughed out loud because he saw his brother's fragility.

As for me, I seemed to feel relieved by his willing sacrifice. I just wanted some psychological comfort. I just wanted my choice after weighing the pros and cons to seem less cruel.

But when the time came, my heart sank again. I didn't know where a fierce force rose from, and I couldn't help but speak it out. I hugged Brother Qingyun tightly and refused to let go. I gritted my teeth and looked up at him suddenly: "This matter may not be hopeless."

"What else can happen?" Brother Qingyun shrugged, thinking I was joking.

But I didn't waver. I clenched my fists tightly and said word by word: "I killed him."

Brother Qingyun was stunned and his smile disappeared.

"Let me kill him! Then there won't be any danger." I burst into tears, and my momentum dropped. I cried bitterly: "I, I will go myself, with a knife. He will pretend not to do it directly for the sake of Zheng Lin, and I can..."

"Don't say such things!" Brother Qingyun quickly realized who I was talking about and interrupted me. He was panicked by my sobbing and his hands were cold when he tried to comfort me. He patted my back for a long time and said, "You have a baby in your belly. Don't say such unlucky things. Well, we don't have to confront him head-on. Shishi, I tell you the truth, Dad doesn't live with us. He is far away and it will take time for him to come here. If you can find enough people to surround the mountain during this period, even if you can't catch Ji Bing, it would be good to stop him for a while."

"I didn't want too many people to know that I was pregnant, so I hid in Haisong Mansion. I didn't dare to go out for such a long time, but now..." I touched my seven-month-old belly. I thought that even if Lao Hou and Lao Fu found out, it would not matter. They had to allow me to give it a try. In this case, I might as well give it a try: "Chengcheng is on his way. I think he will make a suitable solution."

"Of course, sis, you must not be distracted by this!" As soon as I finished speaking, the bedroom door was pushed open, and Chengcheng came in with a gust of cold wind, looking angry. When I saw him, I felt wronged and wanted to hug him, but Chengcheng quickly stretched out his hand to stop me, took off his coat and shook it, rubbed his palms and then held my hand: "I'm cold, hug me later, sis, don't worry about this, take good care of the baby, I didn't alarm my family, except for the few confidants around me, the rest of the people I brought were mercenaries."

"Mercenaries?" I was stunned, but then I thought it was indeed a good idea.

Although there is no guarantee that Chen Yining will not return to her old job in Malaysia, and there may be her spies among the mercenaries, but she was the one who hid her second uncle first. It would be fine if she was not discovered, but she would be in an awkward situation if she was discovered. There is a 95% chance that she will not turn against her former father-in-law. She is also familiar with Lao Fu's situation and should not tell on him. It seems that I was really stupid because of my pregnancy. I didn't even think of this method. Fortunately, I woke up for two seconds before and called Cheng Cheng back.

"That's fine. After the Malaysian leaders give instructions, you can distribute weapons to them and surround the mountain. Don't make too much noise. Go early and come back early. As for the rest, wait until Second Uncle arrives in Malaysia and determines a location. We'll discuss it based on the situation." I instructed.

Chengcheng was angry and resentful, with nowhere to vent, so she could only glare at Brother Qingyun, pushed him away, and helped me sit down with a wronged look: "Sister, I have arranged all the things you thought of, so stop working so hard. Rongyu just told me that you might give birth soon, and it’s been more than seven months! Your body is so weak, you can’t bear An An tormenting you. Why didn’t you tell me? I know you are a strong mother, but you have to let me, your younger brother, be mentally prepared, right? Apart from Lulu and Yangyang, you are my only relative, what if you..."

He refused to continue speaking, his cheeks puffed up and his eyes were red. He hugged me and acted like a spoiled child as if no one was around, tears streaming down his face.

But I caught the key point in his words: "Have you chosen a name for your child? It sounds really nice, like the vast mountains and clouds and the mighty rivers."

"So don't take risks alone again. Not only An An, you haven't even seen my child being born yet." Cheng Cheng lowered her voice, tilted her head and leaned on my shoulder, looked away and rolled her eyes at Brother Qingyun, probably blaming him, Oh, what's going on? You can get caught in such a big place, can't you run faster?

But Chengcheng's complaints soon ended because he found a more serious problem. He himself couldn't tell when he grew so tall. He was two heads taller than me. Now he wanted to lean on my shoulder. Hey! He was almost getting a stiff neck! So he got up and rubbed his neck while complaining. Then he saw Brother Qingyun's grinning expression as if he was fighting back.

"What are you looking at? Go back to your room and sleep! My sister and I have something to say!" Cheng Cheng said with her hands on her hips.

Brother Qingyun didn't bother to pay attention to him. The emotions he had just built up disappeared in an instant. He glanced at him with disdain and left. At the same time, a fully armed man opened the door and walked in. He looked like a standard foreigner from a TV show. He hurried to Chengcheng and bowed, not even bothering to be polite: "Boss, the person you mentioned has now entered the country, but we've also encountered a problem here. There are people tailing us."

The man spoke too fast and I was confused and didn't hear clearly. Fortunately, Cheng Cheng gave me a simple translation right after that: "There is a tail following you."

I wasn't even surprised. My unlucky constitution wouldn't allow things to go so smoothly. As for these extra people, they were probably brought in by my second uncle to create pressure, Cheng Cheng continued to ask questions.

"How many people are there? What kind of people are they?"

The young foreigner was very distressed: "There are people of all ages, both men and women. They look like they are on an outing."

Cheng Cheng was a little annoyed: "Are you kidding me?"

"This mountain is not open to the public. Even though it is hunting season recently, large hunting areas are private areas of dignitaries. Normally there wouldn't be so many people here." I pulled Chengcheng to remind him.

"This is the truth. We have already tried to ask most of them to go down the mountain, but there is still a small group that won't listen to the dissuasion. If possible, I think we need to use force to expel them." The foreigner said, raising the gun in his hand, and Cheng Cheng was about to respond, so I quickly held down his hand.

"This is Malaysia, not Malaysia. Even in a capitalist society, we cannot blatantly let mercenaries kill and bleed. What's more, we have informed the higher-ups. If something goes wrong, we won't even have to find the murderer. They will just put the blame on us." After I said that, Cheng Cheng was shaken and really worried. I quickly took a business card from the bedside cabinet and handed it to the little foreigner: "Don't make a big scene. Here's what we'll do. Take this business card and go immediately to the place marked on it. Ask Mr. Rodriguez for help and request the assistance of the local officials. We can offer any kind of reward within our capabilities."

The foreigner looked at it and nodded a little disappointedly: "Okay, I'll go right now."

"Report back as soon as you have any results." I coughed and said, "Do it well. If you need to add more people, just do it. If you handle the matter successfully, your remaining payment will be doubled."

The young foreigner was overjoyed and saluted in a proper manner before leaving.

I sighed. This is all I can hope for now.

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Full translation:

Boss, the person you mentioned has entered the country now, but we have also encountered problems here and someone is following us.

How many people are there? Who are they?

There were men, women, young and old, and they looked like they were on a picnic.

Are you kidding me?

This is true. We have tried to get most of them down the mountain, but there are still a few who refuse to listen. If possible, I think it is necessary to use force to drive them away.

Don't make a big deal out of it. Take this card and go to the place marked on it immediately. Ask Mr. Rodriguez for help and ask for assistance from local officials. We can offer any form of reward within our ability.

Okay, I'll go now.

Report back as soon as you have results.

Do your job well, add people when necessary, and when the job is done well, your final payment will be doubled.

Note: Sorry everyone, I know this seems troublesome, but I really feel that writing in English will make it very formal, you know (???), and putting Chinese and English together will be very confusing. If I post a comment, sometimes the comment will disappear, so I can only do this QAQ, I swear this is the second to last time I wrote this, sorry, sorry, love you guys!