You Le'an curled up at the cold stairs, feeling a dull pain with every beat of his heart.Cold sweat soaked the strands of hair on his forehead, sticking to his pale skin.He gasped for breath, trying to fight the sharp pain and emptiness that came from the depths of his soul.The housekeeper happened to pass by with tea in his hand. When he saw You Le'an curled up at the stairs with a pale face, he was so shocked that he almost dropped the tray.He quickly put down his things and walked forward quickly: "Master You! What's wrong with you? Are you feeling uncomfortable?"You Le'an was in so much pain that he couldn't speak. He just clutched the clothes on his chest tightly, his knuckles turned white, and his body trembled uncontrollably."Go to the hospital." You Le'an said, "Take me to the hospital."The housekeeper did not dare to delay and immediately called Jinchen, his voice filled with anxiety."Master! Master You is at the stairs. He looks very bad and needs to go to the hospital."There was silence on the other end of the phone for a moment.Then came Jinchen's steady voice: "Got it, send him to the Jin family hospital.""Yes!" After receiving the order, the butler immediately and carefully helped up You Le'an, who was almost exhausted from the pain."Master You, please bear with me. I will take you to the hospital right away."The Jin family's private hospital is extremely efficient.You Le'an was sent directly to the highest-standard examination room.Various precision instruments are used in turn, and an experienced team of experts conducts careful inspections.However, the results were confusing.All available imaging tests showed that his organs were healthy."Master You, judging from all the test results so far," the gray-haired old dean pushed up his glasses, "you don't have any organic problems with your body."You Le'an leaned back on the hospital bed, his face still pale and his brows furrowed.Although the pain that penetrated deep into the bone marrow has eased a little temporarily, the heavy, empty feeling in the heart and the dull pain that comes from time to time are still clear.He looked at the stacks of reports in front of him that showed normal results and found it ridiculous.If I'm not sick, then where does this heart-wrenching pain come from?"Since you do have obvious symptoms of discomfort, we suggest..." The old dean carefully considered his words, "It is best to stay in the hospital for a few days for observation. We will then arrange some more in-depth...""No need." You Le'an interrupted him immediately, his voice filled with a bit of annoyance and resistance.He threw back the quilt and was about to get out of bed."Young Master You!" The housekeeper and the doctor both tried to stop him."I said no need!" You Le'an said in a firm tone.He pushed away the housekeeper's hand that was trying to support him and rushed out of the ward.The housekeeper had no choice but to hurry up and catch up.You Le'an walked aimlessly along the quiet garden path of the hospital.As evening approached, the sun was warm and the heat was gone, but it could not dispel the gloom in his heart or the lingering pain in his body.When he reached a wrought iron railing covered with vines, he stopped and looked blankly at the busy street outside.At this moment, the scene on the hospital bench not far outside the railing caught his attention.The young girl looked pale and leaned weakly in her boyfriend's arms, seeming to be very uncomfortable.Her boyfriend, with a worried look on his face, hugged her tightly, stroked her hair gently, and put his lips to her ear, as if whispering something comforting.You Le'an stared at it blankly, his brows unconsciously frowned.The dull pain in my heart suddenly became complicated when I saw the couple cuddling together.It was no longer a simple feeling of tearing, but was mixed with an indescribable... desire.As if... there should be such a warm embrace that could wrap up all the discomfort, confusion and pain he was feeling at the moment.He needs to be hugged, comforted, and surrounded by unreserved tenderness. But...who is that person?You Le'an subconsciously raised his hand and pressed his heart, which was still aching.Beneath the fingertips, there is a steady yet hollow beating.Jinchen.The name popped into my mind without warning, along with it was the tall, cold figure I had just seen at the stairs, walking towards the study without looking back.There was another sharp pain in my heart.Even worse than before.You Le'an took a deep breath, pressed his chest and bent over.Why did it hurt more to think of him?Jinchen, shouldn't you be extremely disgusted with him and only gentle to Lin Xi?Seeing him in pain would only make us feel it is troublesome, and we might even applaud.The confused thoughts were like a tangled mess. The pain in his heart and the strong desire to be hugged that he didn't know where to put were intertwined, making You Le'an even more irritated and confused."Young Master You," the butler finally caught up with him. Looking at You Le'an, who was pressing his chest with a pale face, he looked worried."How...how do you feel? Should we go back to the ward? Or should we go home? The eldest master has given the order, and everything is up to you."You Le'an raised his head and looked at the butler.Jin family villa, he still didn’t know why he was still there, but that place... had Jinchen.The emptiness in my heart seemed to expand because of these two simple words, with an intense pulling sensation.He didn't want to go back and face the man who had caused him so much confusion and pain, but...it seemed like there was nowhere else to go.Moreover, deep in my heart, there seemed to be a faint voice wanting to go back.He was silent for a few seconds, and finally lowered his eyes tiredly, his voice low and hoarse, with a sense of helplessness as if he had resigned himself to his fate."……Let's go back."-In the villa's living room, the cozy atmosphere created by the warm lights and expensive fragrances now seems like an invisible cage.You Le'an sat stiffly on the edge of the sofa, his back straight.Lin Ying and Victoria sat next to him, looking worried."An An, where do you feel uncomfortable? Tell your godmother, don't hold on." Lin Ying softened her voice and wanted to touch his forehead.You Le'an turned his head away reflexively, his action showing obvious resistance.He lowered his eyes, his voice stiff, "It's okay."Victoria also moved closer, "Did you have a fight with Xiaochen? You seemed fine this afternoon...""We didn't quarrel." You Le'an interrupted her, his tone even colder, "I'm fine. You don't need to do this."He didn't understand why they cared so much about him.This feels strange and awkward.He is not Lin Xi, and he deserves everyone's concern and care just because he is injured.He stood up suddenly, his movements so fast that they created a gust of wind."I'm going upstairs."After saying this, he walked towards the stairs without looking back, leaving the two mothers looking at each other with deeper confusion in their eyes.He said he wasn't upset, but it was clearly written on his face.As I stepped onto the stairs, I ran into Lin Xi who was coming down the stairs."Le'an?" Lin Xi was stunned for a moment when she saw his pale face and obviously abnormal state. She subconsciously asked with concern, "Why do you look so bad? Just now downstairs... Are you okay? Do you want to call a doctor to take another look?"Although Lin Xi knew that the You Le'an in front of her was probably not the same You Le'an as before.But he didn't know the previous one, so he couldn't help but care.After all...if the sky falls, his brother will be there to hold it up, and maybe he can even fix it up at the same time.