In that era, there was no such word as scumbag, and she didn't know that his behavior was already considered scumbag behavior.

She never blamed him, but just hid in the corner and grieved silently.

She never told anyone about this.

She would share every detail of her secret crush on him with Zhou Meimei and the others, except for this one thing she never told them, because saying it would only make her look more pitiful.

After he filled out the application form, the original body flew back to the city where she lived, and her parents came to pick her up at the airport.

Faced with the concern of his parents, the original body couldn't help but shed tears.

Her mother didn't know what was wrong with her, but when she saw her turn her head to look out the window, she pretended not to see the tears in her eyes.

Perhaps Su's mother guessed what was on her mind and did not question her at this critical juncture, giving her enough space and time to heal herself.

Su's mother knew that she had returned to her hometown specifically for her classmates, but after returning, she exuded a feeling of loss. As a parent, how could they not know why she did that?

But since she didn't say anything, Su's mother pretended not to know.

A semester passed quickly and Huang Huixin's pursuit made no progress.

She didn't dare to confess her feelings, so she just got along with him as good friends.

Zuo Siming can play and fight with anyone, like a boy who never grows up.

Every time Huang Huixin looked for him, she would drag Zhao Xueqing along. In the end, it seemed that Zhao Xueqing had a better relationship with Zuo Siming.

The two of them often bickered, laughed, and even gave each other nicknames.

Su Yan was watching them fighting from the side. She was like a bystander, experiencing everything the original owner had experienced, but without that excitement.

The original owner had been in the same situation, watching her good friend pursue him passionately, watching him and Zhao Qingxue playing around naturally, but she was unable to fit in, nor could she concentrate.

The original owner liked it so much that he couldn't control it.

She likes Zuo Siming, but she won't be jealous because Huang Huixin pursues him, nor will she be jealous because he and Zhao Xueqing play around.

She even thought in her heart that it would be great if Huang Huixin could pursue him. Then she could give up and would not think about him all the time. She would not be able to learn anything or do anything well. If she did not see him every day, she would feel empty.

The original body's secret love made her struggle in pain and toss and turn every night. Except for Zhou Meimei and Yin Chaoxing, no one knew that she liked Zuo Siming, and no one knew how deep her love was.

After Zuo Siming graduated from university, the original body returned to his hometown for the New Year. Zhao Qingxue asked Zuo Siming out to play cards. The original body would blush when seeing him, and his heart would beat faster, and even his brain would react slowly.

After the graduation trip and the time when she celebrated Zuo Siming's birthday, Zhao Qingxue also knew that her original body liked Zuo Siming.

Later, Zhao Qingxue deliberately teased her and Huang Huixin, and laughed at them, saying, "It was such a good graduation trip, but three out of the five girls actually liked Zuo Siming."

The original body only found out later that another girl on that trip also liked Zuo Siming.

No wonder, when walking up a particularly difficult section of aerial stone stairs, no one was willing to walk, but she was the only one willing to accompany the original body.

The two of them actually felt sympathy for each other. Perhaps they both had some emotions that they wanted to vent at the time, so they chose to walk up that section of the aerial staircase with trepidation.

If the original body hadn't said it, Huang Huixin and Zhao Xueqing would never have known that she had liked Zuo Siming.

Later, every time they got together, they would ask her if she still liked Zuo Siming.

Although the original body did not answer, her expression said it all.

The original body had always been single, and even when someone with better conditions pursued her, she never agreed.

It seems that when liking someone becomes a habit, you will look for his shadow in others, then compare him, and then you will be disappointed.

Her preference for one person makes her unable to see the advantages of other people around her.

She knew that Zuo Siming had so many shortcomings, but she still liked him and was willing to tolerate him.

Any slight flaw in other people will be instantly denied by her. This is the difference between love and not love.